Monday, May 25, 2009
♥ Summer Is Upon Us
sorry ive been gone for so long
school seriously took over my life
but exams are this week so.. yeah
but summer is almost here
anyone have any plans?
i dont believe i do
unless i go visit colleges but thats about it
ill probably stay home and play my Wii
or go shopping or something
of course ill sleep in
but its going to be my senior year
and my mom is trying to get me to diet
so i can find a nice prom dress for prom next year
i mean, i know what she means
i need to find something and just.. yeah
theres either none or the ugliest dresses ever for people of my size
i want something poofy and.. i dont know
elegant
nothing that looks like im the mother of the bride
so i dont know
lots of pressure you know?
im just uneasy at the moment i guess
so much going on in my mind
i cant wait until its actually summer
but ill post after exams
just so.. ill have a clear head and yeah
post later
bye <3
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Monday, May 4, 2009
♥ Faith 21
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Monday, April 20, 2009
♥ Petition!
please sign!
http://www.petitiononline.com/7teen/petition.html
i finally got the guts to do this so..
please sign and..
thank you if you do!
and pass it on!
<3
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♥ Hey sorry about not posting!
i just wanted to say sorry about not posting
and um..
has anyone heard of the United Airlines problem?
click that link and itll go to the video of my role model, Kate Harding talking on CNN about it
there is a petition going on and help by getting it to 700 petitions to stop this!
"Just say no to United Airlines policy to charge two seats for fat passengers " http://www.PetitionOnline.com/NoUNITED/
click that link and petition!
thanks you =)
in other news:
i have a book analysis due in english
its going to be stressful but.. we're doing it in class so.. yeah, itll be a little easier to handle
exams are in a few weeks so.. yeah
but i promise tons of posts will be on the way, especially this summer if i have the time
i have to do volunteer work so, yeah
but um, i was thinking about making a petition for more girls sizes 16+ to be in Seventeen, CosmoGirl, TeenVogue, etc.
what do you guys think?
comment and let me know
thankies <3
ill post later, im sorry about the lack of posts
ranting will come soon
promise
later days (haha got that from the tv show The Weekenders)
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
♥ Real Post This Time
its time for a real post because im actually upset over something
besides being told i HAVE to lose weight now (ugh mothers)
and this post from Shapely Prose
seriously..
ok if a person is dissatified with themselves
of course they're going to either try to change themselves fully
or think suicide
ive been in that place before
i hate myself and feel so low..
just because someone said i dont fit their beauty standards
im sick of people thinking tat in order to help everyone
we should put everyone on a diet and make them lose weight
thats not the way it should be done!!
girls that are a size 6 or size 10 feel fat
they go on diets and think they're worthless
its awful
when i was in junior high
i knew people who were a LOT smaller than i was
and saying they were so fat
and that they couldnt get a boy because of their size
and they were not close to fat
and its sad that 12 and 13 year olds would say that
but today even 7 year old girls think they are less than what they are
something needs to change
and i believe its the media
the media saying you can lose 10 lbs in a week
and you can get the perfect abs and butt in 2
and its just.. it just needs to stop!
we need to stop having all these diet ads with average people turning into supermodels
not only is that damaging to kids, but it damages adults too
thinking they can be perfect or they can find their true love by losing weight
i know im just ranting but
telling fat people to lose weight doesnt only hurt the fat people
but it hurts everyone
the thin, old, young, fat, etc.
EVERYONE
because the standard of beauty is seen as one thing
thin and young
and thats just sad
ill post later guys
hoped you enjoyed the post
and ill try to update as much as possible
thanks for reading <3
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Friday, March 6, 2009
♥ Sorry!
ive been busy
we had district for choir yesterday
and only 4 people are going to state for solos
the rest of the choir is staying home
how sad is that?
no ensambles are going this year
but thats because an even better school came into our district
but ive been busy with school
i have a term paper due after spring break and the rough draft due Thursday
and then i have a book analysis due after that
so ill be pretty busy until..
the end of April
but how are you all doing?
im pretty stressed out but oh well =P
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
♥ Valentines Day
how are you doing?
i have a four day weekend, starting thursday evening
woo!
but its not going to be carefree..
oh no its not
i have to read Raisin in the Sun, the original unfilmed screenplay
and do a 20 entry dialectical journal
do a history timeline
so 100 notecards for my research paper
and its all due next week..
tuesday and friday..
ugh so much work!
but before that time
it will be Valentines Day, which is this Saturday, if any of you forgot
how depressing its going to be
this will be my 17th valentines day alone
ugh..
Single Awareness Day
if you're sad you're single and/or your friends dont care about you
ha... atleast thats what i think
but what im getting at is..
people think fatties cant get dates or anything
because well.. we're fat and fat is unattractive
i mean...
Jessica Simpson is probably not known as sexy anymore
i mean ugh! its bullshit..
but anyway
why am i labeled as "unattractive" and "unwanted"
just because im fat?
i think im pretty good looking, if i say so myself
im a hottie =)
dancing in a mini skirt haha
anyway
if anyone's willing you can be my valentine =)
lol
ive never had one so um yeah
send each other electronic v-cards
haha that sounds wrong..
but yeah
enjoy Valentines day with your lovers and valentines
ill sit down and eat some valentines candy
and buy it after valentines do for a marked down price
haha yay chocolate!
ill post whenever i have freetime
which may not be until...
August.. but anyway
ill post later
forgive the short post
bye bye <3
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Monday, February 2, 2009
♥ Obesity a Sin?
sorry for not posting for a long time!
you probably missed me and im sorry
but today we started presentations in theology class
about certain topics and why these are sins
a friend of mine did gluttony and how fast food is a sin
well because its faster and it takes you away from home is a reason
i understand not spending time with family is bad
but... a sin?
i mean.. people DO have jobs
and i mean
when my parents get home its 7:30
they're tired and dont have time to cook
unless we want to eat at 9:00
which is when i go to bed
but as i was saying
that is a sin.. fast food i mean
and you know why else its a sin?
IT MAKES YOU FAT
yes thats right
because if you eat too much fat food
youll get fat
when you get fat you're a glutton
and when you're a glutton
youre obviously obese
according to their presentation
obesity = sinful
so wait
im a sinner because im fat?
i try not to eat fast food
but then again i
A. dont make money to buy food
B. i dont know how to cook
C. im not allowed a job until summer because school is #1 (i know right? parents usually MAKE kids get a job, not MAKE them not get one)
but what do YOU think about this?
should all obese people be labeled as sinful
because you know, all that are obese are gluttons
and all we eat is fast food
you know, because we're just so intent on eating
we dont have time to sit and cook
their answer to this?
plan when to cook
problem with that - things happen
my parents work until closing time at their jobs
unless they sudden teach me how to boil an egg
i dont think we'll be eating steak or anything cooked by me lol
im sorry but
does anyone else see a problem with this whole..
obesity is a sin thing?
im sorry that just bothered the HELL out of me
and ugh.. am i the only one?
-Robyn
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
♥ Lane Bryant Going Out of Business!?
Lane Bryant, and other sister stores (Fashion Bug, Catherine's) will be going out of business
only a couple hundred now
but they may be lost forever
due to a "drop in sales"
great.. now where am i going to shop?
online is really not a good idea
they either get my orders wrong or its something i dont like
why does it always happen to fatties?
of course, so many people are against plus sizes
i mean it "encourages kids to become fat"
um.. no
its promoting equality
but anyway
i wish there was a way to stop all these closings
i dont need all the plus size stores to go out of business
i need somewhere to shop!
i dont want to be 18, saying "im sorry but.. theres nothing for me at the mall"
i dont need to shop online
i should be shopping at the mall meeting guys
anyone have any ideas?
lol =)
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
♥ Am I No One?
and then they try to push it off on you like
"you cant do it if i cant, or if they cant"
and sadly i know a BUNCH of thos people
im sorry but..
i cant change something just because you cant?
if people actually believed that...
women would have NEVER gotten the right to vote
blacks (please pardon that if it offends you) would have NEVER gotten equal rights
hell - we would probably still be under English rule
but because someone chose to stand up for what they believed in
and not just someone, but a group of people
come together, and it may not even be a day or a week
but even years to get things changed
as long as you're persistant
where am i going with this?
well im saying FA can actually well..
possibly be widespread
if not around the world, atleast in the US
and if not in my lifetime, hopefully for my children
because i DO NOT want them to go through what i went through and still go through today
i dont care how many times i get told to shut up
or how wrong i am
and how i cant do anything
tell me - how do you know i cant change something?
how would you have liked it if.. Martin Luther King Jr. stopped writing speeches
because someone told him, "hey, youll never be equal - give up now"
well he didnt, and im sure many people told him to stop
so in that, im never going to give up
im not going to let this fat hatred go on
im sorry but.. i dont care what you or anyone else says against it
im my own person, and i can believe whatever i want to believe
so how about you leave me alone?
because you have no power over me
thank you
and please hope i get better - im really sick
bye bye <3
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Friday, January 16, 2009
♥ Quick Post
ive been busy
and will be busy with 2 projects this weekend
but i just came back from a 2 day retreat for school so
ive decided to post
Dieting - is it really a lifestyle change?
ok do you really want to diet your whole life?
since its the "only way to be thin and healthy"
do you really want to give up a piece of cake
or a sandwich because its "better if you dont"
do you really want to spend the rest of your life dieting
because youll be happier when you're thinner!?
yes, the doctor says to lose weight
because of the risk of diabetes and heart disease
im not telling you to sit around and eat rice crispies treats all day
(even though those ARE good)
but im saying, so what!?
as long as you eat healthy and like..
exercise in some way.. or dont, it doesnt matter
as long as youre not stressing out
you're not over working your heart
which is why if you're happy, you're healthy
you know?
and i know, diabetes
but if you watch what you eat
and sometimes indulge
im pretty sure you just wont develop it, unless it runs in your family
but COME ON
just because some number says you're overweight or obese doesnt mean you are
just because a doctor says obese is unhealthy
doesnt mean you're not
they just dont... check anymore, do they?
hell, when i go to the doctor i only get my blood pressure tested
and then leave
they dont even check whats wrong unless you have a cough
its makes me SO MAD
and i know "dont blame it on your fat"
and im not
im saying some doctors are just.. lazy
and want to blame it on the first thing they hear or see
you're fat, you're getting old, etc.
well duh - i think i know that
but come on, atleast check and see if i pulled a muscle if my arm is in pain
dont blame it on my fat
god...
sometimes i just want to move out of this country
but i dont know where to go
well ill post next time
what about?
not sure - whatever im mad at at the moment
please comment and email
im really bored and want someone to talk to
thanks <3
prettycurvygirl@hotmail.com
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
♥ Because Fat People Cause Longevity To Go Down
because thats all that people care about
how fat celebs are and how we need to lose weight
thanks Yahoo- because we're not good enough now
but anyway, i found this article on why Americans longevity has gone down
and childhood obesity due to fast food and sugar is number 2
OH NO!
not sugar and fast food!
because you cant possibly lose weight with those!
god that woukd be insane
take away the sugar! no more fast food!!
damn those french fries (which were not made in France!)
because its their faults we're fat and dying quicker
...may i ask you when was the last time a kid died from being just fat
you know
not from some birth defect or something
hm.. lets see..
that 500lb girl is still alive
so lets see...
ive known.. none
but still
ITS CAUSING OUT LONGEVITY TO GO DOWN!
put those fatties on a treadmill with a donut hanging in from of them
theyll run just to get it
*face palm*
god.. what is it with these people and obesity
obese is just a word
it wa around for years but it didnt mean anything until..
well.. now
because fat is bad
and you possibly cant have a normal life when youre fat
i mean, look at the WLS ads!
maybe its just me
but i think we should all disprove this ads
seriously
who's with me!?
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Friday, January 2, 2009
♥ Happy New Year
mine is ok so far
its going to get worse Sunday
i have choir starting at 3 - probably wont end until after midnight
and i have school the next day!
ugh..
but anyway
aut resolutions - i know they arent like..
my fave but how about everyone make the same one
whoever reads this blog
new years resolution - love yourself
yes some of you may already do but
strive to love yourself more and more
ok?
ill join you guys in this resolution
lets promise now
alright - from now on
no more fat talk
you know "i look so fat in this" "my thighs are huge!"
ok?
no more!
lets say good things about ourselves
small at first, then get larger and larger through the year
like "i love my hair" or "i love how my eyes sparkle"
something small, you know?
startings now - lets promise not to do it again
and heres a song to remind you how we're all beautiful
no matter what we think or whatever anyone says
Kellie Pickler - Dont you know you're beautiful
alright ill post later
bye <3
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Sunday, December 28, 2008
♥ Resolutions!
but let me tell you what i got for christmas and my birthday
Christmas
Wii Fit and accessories
and this skirt - but i returned it for this top and a purse
Birthday
$10 gift card to Charming Charlie's (which ive already used)
$10 gift card to Starbucks
and Mario Kart Wii (with the Wii wheel)
i also spent most of my money on
bath and body works, makeup brushes, 2 Urban Decay glitter liners...
and i think thats it..
and now i only have $30 left
better use it wisely
but now its the moment we've all been waiting for
New Year Resolutions usually..
fail
we forget about them by March, if not sooner
and then we're like "oh crap"
and you feel like shit
but we still do it
trying to "better ourselves", as if the way we are is just.. unacceptable
either we're too mean, too fat, or too lazy
ever thought, we're meant to be this way?
but in many ways, resolutions help
we may meet new people and gain new friends
or even fall in love
just by taking up something like... sewing or volunteering
some are for the best
but when it comes to "im going to change myself entirely"
like getting plastic surgery or eating so little that a mouse couldnt even survive on that diet
its just, awful
you may not regret it then, but you will down the line
like on How To Look Good Naked (it came on Lifetime i think, such a good show!)
this woman had so many surgeries, yet she still hated herself
and thought she was ugly and fat
and she was no where near my size!
its so sad how we cant love ourselves
and we make these...promises, trying to change ourselves
just to make other people like us
yes i know, the good resolutions like volunteering
but im talking about the others like dieting, working out so hard that you become obsessed
changing yourself not for you, but for others
youll deviate away from these plans
youll miss your old self
the way you ate, the way you had time for others
i mean, how can you do that?
make yourself suffer...
but resolutions never really take a grasp for long
gym memberships go unused
dieting food goes uneaten
"thin clothes" hang in your closet, soon to be thrown away
-its like why!? why do we do this!?
its an awful way to live
pushing yourself down because you're not this way, or that way
oh well! you're you!
and theres no one else out there like you
and thats why people love you
because you're you, and no one else is
does that make sense?
i love you guys, really
dont change, k?
atleast for me and the others out there who love you
ill post later
comment
or email
at prettycurvygirl@hotmail.com
thanks
<3
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
♥ Not The New Year Resolutions Post
entitled America's Worst Supermarket Foods!
woah!
dont eat what you want! you might get fat!
bullshit..
if i want a Twix, im getting a Twix
and if i want Pillsbury cookies, im eating Pillsbury cookies!
i mean SHUT UP
every person needs to just eat what they want to eat
and not worry about "gaining weight"
a fat person's body will always want to go back to its round shape
a thin person's body will always want to go back to its slender shape
i mean god!
eating one piece of candy or a few sandwiches will not make you fat!
get over it!
eat what you want
dont worry about anything except "will this taste good?"
or "will this make me sick?"
if the answers to those questions are in your favor
EAT IT
dont sit around being
"that looks good, but thres too many carbs/calories/trans fat in it, so i cant eat it"
dont do that to yourself!
becuase one day youll break down
and eat tons of it
and get sick
dont do it
please yourself everyday
....with food..
haha =P
do what you want
live each day as if its your last!
because it may be
dont live life saying "when i lose 20 lbs" or
"in a year.."
no do it now!
please
do it for your sake
live your life as you want everyday
dont live wishing to be something else
so eat what you want
and be happy about it
dont regret it
ill post later
bye <3
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Sunday, December 21, 2008
♥ Christmas Fooood
funnest and stupidest movie ever
"Chinese foooooood"
lol anyway!!
as i said, this post of about christmas food
and all the goodies
no this, is not one of those posts where ill say
"drink lots of water in order to eat less"
or "eat slowly so you will fill fuller faster"
even though you should eat slow, as not to choke
but i mean..
eat whatever you want!
the tanned turkey and the glazed ham
or maybe the stuffing or the cranberry sauce
whatever
dont deprive yourself!
the food is amazing!
and dont deny that cake or the gingerbread cookies
i mean, they're yummy!
dont worry about losing weight or anything
i mean..
losing weight by starving does not make you healthy
or..
make you look better
i mean, you look gorgeous now!
get a cute little christmas outfit!
i love this little dress from Torrid
its cute.. right?
but i dont have enough money to buy that and all the makeup i want
and get my nails done..
i would get a pedicure
but i dont want to use ven more money, you know?
ugh i still have to get my eyebrows done too
but anyway
no one is going to see my toes
especially if its cold outside
but back to food!
im making 2 sets of brownies, and a batch of sugar cookies (with frosting)
thatll be yummy, hm?
i was going to buy some peanut butter or gingerbread mix so i can make some of those cookies
but i think thats enough
dont you think?
lol but um..
you know what i want?
the spicy eggplant stuffing my godmother makes
yum yum..
but um..
now im hungry haha
just 3 days until we go to my grandmothers and see the family
and eat all that yummy food
then christmas morning ill open my presents and watch tv *sigh*
then on the 27th
its my 17th birthday!
woo!!
what do i want?
clothes and makeup of course!
and maybe some games for my Wii
or a PS3
ooOOoOOoooooOOo...
but im sorry
my post is getting off topic
the point is
why stay away from the good food people have cooked for you to enjoy?
whats the point of sufferring, watching others enjoy it
and holding yourself back to "become thin"
which is just.. ugh
what is it with the whole thought of being thin!
its just.. ugh!!
there just needs to be more plus sized role models
and more clothing stores in the mall
theres only 2 max
and then Macy's doesnt even carry anything!
ugh.. makes me so mad
but i need to calm down
i need to become a model
not only for me, but for those little girls out there
who are told they're too fat
and that they need to go on a diet, and they're only 7
its so sad..
but um
food is meant to be enjoyed
to be eaten
not to be looked down upon as a evil creature
who will make you fat and ugly
because food isnt evil
and cant do anything but make you full!!!
im sorry but
eat and enjoy
thank you
next post will be on new years resolutions
and what i got for christmas and my birthday
if i post after my birthday or christmas
so yeah
until then
bye <3
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
♥ Sorry, Even Though You're Gifted, You Gotta Be Held Back
its not FA related but oh welL!
Montgomery Erasing Gifted Label
im sorry but wait..
so the kids.. they're not called gifted
no more testing to get into a class
now its open doors!?
why am i pissed!?
because this isnt fucking equality!
thats screwing up the system
so let me see
say someone who is just.. on track
they get what they're going.. normal speed
now put them in a class where theres kids
above where other kids are, and where the speed is a lot faster
#1. the whole class has to slow down for that ONE PERSON
(trust me, i know, it happens everyday in one class *cough*algebra*cough*)
#2. the faster kids will be dragged back when they need to be pushed up
#3. the kid may not get it, end up failing because they were not meant for the class
im sorry if that hurts your feelings
but suck it up!
why should i make my kids, who are smarter, suffer in a class where they are relearning what they already know
because they're ahead
should i punish my child for being smart!?
no! i think not!
"Gifted" means you're able to pick things up quickly and successfully
im sorry that "gifted" offends you
its not saying other kids are stupid
its saying they're normal kids
but the "gifted" kids, who work hard and work on a higher level
should not be punished for being smarter
i was a "gifted" student
and yes i am in honors/AP this year
(but def not next year! i want a easy road lol)
and i hated class
because at my school, there was no "gifted" class
i was witht he slow kids, the kids that would take 2 weeks to learn one lesson
i made 100s on every test
it was so easy for me!
because i understood before we got to the lesson
i knew how to add, subtract, multiply and divide before we learned it at school
but i suffered because i was learning what i already knew!
in 6th grade i was teaching myself out of an 8th grade book
why didnt i skip a grade?
--Catholic schools-all they care about is your money
you skip a grade, they lose a years tutition!--
but it was awful
i changed schools in 7th grade
still very easy
getting As in everything
because i was still ahead!
i wasnt challenged!
everything was something i learned years before
i didnt get a challenge until freshman year
with honors
(actually, it wasnt hard, i just refused to study)
but it was challenging... i guess
ok let me talk about sophmore year
honors english, biology, and geometry
i struggled with geometry, and in honors we did trig
it was hard, but it was better than being on a chapter for a month
bored because i understood what i was doing
but i liked the challenge
a new section everyday
it was easier for me to get my brain working
do you all see what im saying?
as a "gifted" child
i was bored out of my mind in regular classes!
i knew everything
i picked things up quickly
i could get my ideas out clearly in a well presented manner
i even did extra credit that wasnt assigned lol
i was a nerd, k?
but as i was saying
its not fair to take what they need away
because not only will your kids feel stupid because of the "smart kid" in their class
but theyll be jealous and theyll be looked upon by their teachers as
"if they can do it, you can too"
do you want that?
let the gifted be with the gifted, and let the others be with others
thats all im saying
you may argue if you wish
and ill be open to your opinions
thank you
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Monday, December 15, 2008
♥ Holar.. i mean Hola!
i know, i lied about not being able to post
but yeah.. i wont post tomorrow because ill be trying to study for a chemistry test
which i will still fail!
but anyway, i need to just, whatever
i was just reading a post at Fat Chicks Rule
and its true what she says in the last lines
So it pretty much comes down to this. Fat men can't get clothes, fat women
have to shop in basements. Stores who don't carry plus sizes will
cater to
a heftier man (usually up to XXL) then a chubby woman (finding an
XL is a
miracle at the Gap.)
so what do you guys think?
i believe its true
ive never been in the GAP
but others stores, such as Hollister and A&F are just like it
possibly..
theres no sizes over a L
except maybe in hoddies
but thats because some people like to wear "big clothes"
whatever!
XLs are not that big, especially in those stores
an XL there, is a medium in like.. Target or something
is it me, or is the women's section at Target uber small?
when i go, theres only 5 things on the rack
the rest is the clearance rack for maternity, ladies, and juniors
yes, you heard me
the women's section is filled with CLEARANCE stuff
thats not even from that section!
it pisses me off!!
im so upset
i can never find clothes for me
i wish i was older, maybe then i can find cute stuff
for my age group
but untill then, oh well
A&F make something in my size, please?
Aeropostale, i used to fit into stuff (barely) from your store in the 8th grade
cant you make something nice for me now?
and American Eagle, i love your stuff!
cant you make your clothes just a tiny bit bigger?
im telling you, if you just make them a little bit bigger, i know people who would buy from you!
i know, "shop online" but i told you
i dont buy unless i know how its going to fit
how it feels, how it looks in person
plus theres not much online either!
i hate Lane Bryant!
theres nothing for a 17 year old girl there!
Torrid.. make your clothes cheaper or something!
make more stuff i can wear shopping or to see grandparents
i dont get invited to parties, nor asked out on dates
so can you possibly.. make something for everyday?
and not just jeans and t-shirts!
but nice dresses and cute little tops
maybe?
am i asking too much?
as a 17 year old girl with no fashion magazines to look at with my size
no more than 2 stores to shop at
no place to buy cheap homecoming/prom dresses
cant shop at Macy's, Dillard's only has older women dresses
plus they're expensive
theres nothing nice in my size at JCPenny, unless i want a black dress
which i dont want at all!
i cant buy regular clothes at Macy's or JCPenny because well.. nothing in my size
well, the women's section, which has old stuff, just like Dillard's
god!
its like you cant be young and fat in this country!
because theres nothing here!
Fashion Bug doesnt carry junior plus in stores!
actually.. all the stores dont carry junior plus in stores, only online
its like god damn!
fucking give us something!!!!
i want to look cute and my age
i dont want to look like a 50 year old woman!
(no offense)
just ugh!!
sorry about being so mad
its just that i wanted something cute to wear for christmas
but you know what?
i cant find anything in my size that i can afford
so screw it!
screw you Macy's, screw you JCPenny, screw you old fucking women clothing Dillard's!
im sick of it!!!
im going to take a breather
the next post will be friday or thursday
and itll be about food and christmas
oh boy!
so can you guys wait until then?
i hope so
so ill post later
bye <3
5:11 PM
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
♥ Quick Post
just wanted to say
hello and that i probably wont post until Friday or Saturday
which is when my christmas break starts
and i have tons of tests this week, because exams were cancelled
so ill post later
i have good ideas i believe
so i hope you all dont mind me leaving this week opened
if you want to ask me questions
or give me ideas for the next post
please comment and ill reply, promise
thank you so much for being patient
you dont know how stressed and busy i am!
alright well ill post later this week
and i hope you all dont mind
love ya!
goodnight <3
8:48 PM
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Saturday, December 6, 2008
♥ MADE on MTV
yet has disappointing parts?
MADE
you know
"i wanna be MADE!"
never heard of it?
well it comes on MTV
usually on Saturday mornings
it involves a person becoming something they dream about
getting through challenges to "discover" themselves
and be what they want to be
helps them become confident
thats the good part of the show
the bad part is
why does everyone have to work out?
either to get muscles or to lose weight?
wtf!?
this show is suppossed to help kids love and learn about themselves
but why do they have to work out!?
i remember the Plus Size Model episode
this girl wanted to be a plus size model for Torrid in their annual model search
and well of course, she was big enough to be a plus size model
she was maybe.. a size 16/18
and the lady who was training her was prob..
a 26 i dont know..
but she was a plus size model too i think
but anyway!
you know what they did?
they pushed her to work out until she was a size 12
what the fuck!?
and of course, she did get to the finals of the competition
but what does that tell girls trying to become a PSM (plus size model)
that they should be the minimum size you can for a PSM!?
so i should be a size 8, since thats the new size 12
maybe i should go work out to death
and train for 6 weeks
everyday so i can be ready for the competition
you know, lose about.. 70 lbs
*facepalm*
MADE you FAIL!!!
lol not really
its a good show just..
please get rid of the body changing part
cant you let their bodies be.. natural?
do you have to change it, because itll make them "feel better"
a person doesnt need to lose weight or gain muscles to be happy
right?
or maybe im wrong - which i doubt i am
because i know big people who are happy, and thin people who are unhappy
(thin people who want to gain weight)
so i mean..
MADE if i could change only one thing, it would be that
everything else is fine and i love the show, besides that
i want to be on that show
but i know that i would prob have to lose wieght
and then the MADE coach would be like
"do you not want this!?"
and ill be like "i thought PSMs were plus sized! not on the border of normal sized!"
and then they'll be like "but youll feel better!"
and ill be like "im sorry i want to love myself as i am! not as 20 lbs lighter!"
and maybe thatll make them shut up
lol
am i mean?
i prob am but whatever
tell me what you think about the show MADE
in your opinion,do you like it, or not?
well ill post later
i need to like work on my english
but ive been procrastinating
arg!
but ill post later
so have fun
bye
robyn <3
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